Last day that tax can be lodged, and Im done all done, its away gone and lodged! YAY!! I am so thrilled, anyways I dont need that site anymore K.

I cant wait to see how much i get back!! YAY YAY YAY!!! Im going to buy some plants for my yard now.. cheerio then lads...

K, I was going to sms you, then I thought email you but then i figured the absolute quiest way to get my babys attention was this!

I was trying to get onto www.savingsloans.com.au and it said Error -  Timed out waiting for gateway, why? ?? I need to get to it damn it!! lol Am nearly finished my tax return just need the amount of interest i recieved, I know you'll answer in no time LUV ya babe xoxox

P.S. Rowan Atkinson Live, tonight my place what do you want for dinner? (and me for desert!!)

He is the pinnacle of my world.

This morning I rolled over and streched out my arm- there was no K!! and I turned to andrew and I said "I rolled over and there was no Kyle" and he replied "I rolled over and there was no Mundy" It was so funny, Mundy is Kyles housemate.

God Last night was so hot and heavy it was soooo awsome cant get it out of my mind, today a chick (a nerd girl) said "nerds are great at sex, cos they never get any and they practice on themselves a lot" I thought Jesus shes right Kyle is the best Ive ever had!! *okay think unsexy thoughts, think unsexy thoughts*

Calming down... NOW!!! xo

GOOD LUCK TODAY K!!!!!!!

Will be thinking about you!!! and damn you do look spiffy in your new suit I must say, I hope your feeling better too xoxoxox

Bec moved in yesterday to my house, I have a housemate...will be good, will have company! and andrews been pretty good so far thinking about getting a dog. and then i just thought about dog shit god i hate cleanign up dog shit gross.... maybe a cat would be better lol!! anyways im going to have a look at dogs and stuff today again..

Well I was sitting on the computer when i heard a noise. not just any noise it was an unidentified noise! And after hearing it for a second time and evalluating that i , in fact was the only one home I turned around and proceeded too find my yabbie going for a morning stroll up the hallway!! He escaped from his tank so i just put him right back in there and gave himm a stern warning! He hasnt left it again!

my hand is a homing device to K's penis tee hee!

Today went to see charlie and the chocolate factory, it was good, I loved Willy Wonka, he was so silently sadistic, evil man, I loved it! letting all the children hurt themselves was very very cool. Although did miss the songs from the original.. oh well, I went with Sam, I wanted to see wallace and gromit but he wanted to see that so we were going to go twice this week, then on the way home he says *i dont think i can handle two movies in one week* what a vunt, seriously I went to see his movie, and then he didnt wanna see mine, not happy jan!

He he k just said do you wanna watch tv and eat popcorn ( I LOVE buttered popcorn) or go too bed, I think that was very transparent... god he is awsome in bed, *drools*... gotta go, TV then bed xoxo

Well this blog is to make up for yesterday, 9/october... 2005 (witch I have to put the year cos I still confuse it with it being 2003, weird, anyhow, yes what a great day it t'was, a wonderful time was had by all ;) not even dad could put me in a bad mood!!!, thinking of buying an old bomb to drive cos im missing my car so much, gawd I just got out of the shower and straight here to write this blog. K is coming over tonight, I think a lot of cuddling and kissing might occur, *wink wink* He is sooooo much hotter than the guy across the road, seriously the other night i was just looking at him thinking, bloody hell he looks so hot -and he only likes me tee hee!- I cant blame the silly girls for wanting a peice of him, and in the shower my god he is so sexy, I certainly have no objections waking up beside THAT in the morning!! and falling asleep on him at night oh shit! im going mushy, anyways im off to the movies with silly confuzzled Sam today (well at least he doesnt quack like a duck) I better get some clothes on, dont think a towel will suffice.. he he Im only wearing a towel at my computer, how provocative!

And im sure andrew would say hi if he knew what the hell a blog was lol so im off sams here shit bye xoxox

I get all razzed up that i'll be all angry and write all about hating sera and everything, but by the time I get the effort to jump online and blog im emotionally drained it none of it matters anymore. What really makes me pissy @ him about it is the fact that if anything was ever said by her or her stupid friends then K wouldnt like it if I said anything back cos they are his friends - and made that quite clear by mentioning his sister, god, friends and family. So basically Inga, just get over it is what he is trying to say, and dont cause trouble. Thinking about this more makes me beleive @ times that he would be better without me around cos what if they did say something, (I mean nothing could come of it at all) but what if it does... friggin' bites.Eeven though in reality i dont think i would bing i up unless id been drinking beer. I cant believe i met her - and i know i should care even less cos she is bad in bed but he was still intimate with her, damn it. Also when he went home the other day and sends me a message that says "not that it matters but sera and that are still here" well it apperently did matter enough to messge me and tell me, god I was sooo annoyed, IDIOT!!

I was moving my fish tank when i heard a knock at the door....

Needless to say my dad was at my house and I have got nothing done all day, still in my pajamas, so i run into the other room and say "dad can you open the door please i dont know who it is" (i hadnt seen anyone walk up the driveway) so he does (we thought it would be oma) and all I hear is, "Hi I'm from across the road, you've left your lights on" and dad reply cheers thanks for that" and i was like omg, the hot guy from across the road came to my house, *giggle* poor guy probly spent all this time waiting for an excuse, and then my dad answers actaully I thought it was so funny!! Dad said he looked a bit disapointed, and was a bit shy, guess he was nervous lol poor guy! (I had a thought, he is always at home, perhaps he is on home detention??)

Alex said " i'll give ya ten bucks if ya drink this whole bottle of bbq sauce"

So I Did. (sorry there was no sauce for your pie K)

I said "Alex i'll give you 20 bucks if you eat this phone bill and envelope"

So he did. (but left the amount and code so Mundz can pay it"

Go team lets drink lots and lots of red wine and do hysterical things Go!

Well was going to go right off on this bloggin entry, and spent my four hours at work thinking about what to blog, now its late and im tired, so tired i cant think what i was going to say!

Well except the one kiss i was allowed this morning was such an awsome one.. OMG! it was better then awsome it was like the ultimate kiss, was soft, sexy passionate, hot, got me wet, was loving made me get butterflies.. all at the same time!! I was so clever when K was having a shower -grin- I wrote a reminder in my phone and bluetoothed it to his and he got it at lunch time, I wish i couldve seen the look on his face when he read it, it would have looked awww, well he probly kept a straight face, but it was very awwww on the inside im sure, witch makes me smile and also feel awwwww.

FRUITA!!! fruita fruita, fruita fruita.

I still dont have my car back.. oh how i miss her! But any excuse to see K, thought about the break thing but i dont know still, well i thought maybe it would be cool if during that time he could tell me where he is every minute of the day, well every other minute with a ten minute buffer and yes a padlock for his bedroom door, but he can play with Mundy during set hours i spose.. err and the most important thing that he is in my bed cuddling me till i fall asleep everynight, i love that, and i really really "L" iit when i wake up in the morning and he is next to me. Oh wow the other night K was here and he helped me fix my power tool cos i didnt know how to work it (the jigsaw) and it was so great, I just felt like, i dunno it was perfect, and i think a lot of it was me letting him help me (being the stubborn cow that i often am) Imtrying not to act tough, but its hard, i feel like i have to do everything all the time to prove i am capable, i blame this oh the ethnic side of my family for now... he he he im letting someone else help.. by giving them the blame for me being such a scardy cat and not letting my feelings out... he he he I am noodles (and I think its become subsequential to use the word bloggin' adventagesly in every blog)

I must bid thee goodnight, so tired -yawn- xox

I am cooking schnity's and bloogin, i have to flip them that is my job, so I am bloggin flippin or is it flippin bloggin?? I had been asking K for a while now if he likes jigsaws, first thought that comes to mind are those cardboard things that you put all the peices together to make a picture, but today i came home with a power tool! Aayyeesss a friend for my powersander i got for mothers day last year, I cant wait to get home and saw wood..Go jigsaw Go!! -fruita

Well in regard to last nights clutch incident what happened was to start K's car you have to have the clutch in and i forgot so I instantly thought the battery was flat, i was like oh shit - and toooted so the boys would come out and help but after Alex and i had a laughing fit and relising i couldnt put down the windows to scream for help (they are electric) I did turned on the car and off we went. Had to stop at the drive through liquour shop and before i could tell it was only one lane i went to drive in the parkng lane and abruptly stopped by signs that adorned our path (that could well have been the path of desruction) - fruita

Well we (K & I) talked about the whole break deal, and i just thought "oh shit (and the only thing that was going around my mind, like a mouse on a running wheel, was the whole sera thing , and no I will not give her nae a capital letter cos I hate it" anyhow decided subsequentually that I do not want a break right now, as I am feeling a little inadequet about me, perhaps self consious that someone else might impress K a lot and he might forget about me :(

Sometimes when K and i are getting freaky I think im like 2 minute noodles (make me giggle when then they wiggle cos they taste so good) god dmn he makes me wiggle.. he he he I'm noodles

I am really!! too much wine again, again! Well today while I waited for a non arriving pool table (K and Alex & Mundz bought a pool table) . we are all okay, after the last effort of three on the bed and mundy said kyle no sex on my bed!! arrrgghhhh im bloggin' <-- apostrophe thing ... while having sex. well k is thinking of sex, as he always is. *sigh* oh god it was so funny when i went to srart his car, and i forgot to put my foot on the clutch, umm aaayyeeesss weelll what hapened was ust this, the wind began to switch the house house the house began to pitch, and suddenly the hindges strted to unhitch, Just then a witch to satisfy her itch went flying (as a apposed to levitating) on her broom stick thumbing for a hitch and oh what happened then was rich *pls insert munchkins now*

I cant belive it, Im letting my feelings take over, when i should just not, damn it, i should ignore them lol

Last night at K's - SHE dropped by to pick up some things, and somthing wierd happened (as i kept myself busy in the kitchen to avoid all confrontation) I got the shakes, friggen hell, i was hurting so bad, it was awful. So in aid of my feelings i began downing the wine that I had began drinking earlier in the day - but this time stright from the bottle. And later on even after changing the sheets and doona cover, all i could picture is him going her, it was making me feel upset enough i think i could have vomited. But hopefully it will all go away (being upset over it), the two worst things, someone he knows - and in his bed. BLoody hell i even met her... when he came to PJ's to see me! fucking stupid bloody cow I hate the fact they fucked I hate it, i hate it, I hate it!!!

OKay I better go wait for thier pool table anyhow, (feeling a tiny bit better after getting some of that out now) and its a bit of a catch 22 really, im upse cos of him, yet he is the one i want to console me and hold me, cos i know when i am in his arms everything is right with the world, but time fixes everything, so i guess its time to sign off, I know everything will be okay. (oh and we talked about having a break again) I will go crazy!!!

but eh, im already pretty crazy! GOAT-A-LEI-HEE-HEE xo

Perhaps its waking up at 6:30 am, or the fact I managed to catch a bit of sunshine before work this morning (after waking up the neighborhood with the smoke alarm going off while cooking pancakes), but today my mood far surpassed its events.

I know it appears he has an attitude of self-conceited arrogance but alas this t'was not the case, apparently (when drunk) She (she being the cats mother) came on to him, but its funny cos i have never tried kicking a guy in the head to obtain his undivided attention before, maybe this is where i go go wrong and violence really is the answer. I highly doubt it though (beliving this would only be a means of undermining all the right things my parents have tought me growing up, all cos they shit me now, bastards). Yadda Yadda Yadda, to cut a long and drawn out story (told with a hint of bitterness) he slept with her, she was crap anyways (insert smug grin here) he vomited, came over and we are going to nerd it up watching red dwarf. At present it hurts, and probly will for a bit, but in the big scheme of things I think Im glad it happened now. And as time goes on I think that together K and I will be able to get through anything.

WORK REPORT: customers have no consideration for staff feelings ( i dont want to know how nice the friggen weather is outside, when I'm inside!) needless to say next time it pours down and they are stranded inside ill go about reminding them of the awful weather and cold they have to endure while I am inside dry and warm bastards! xoxo