Today consistedof Migrane, high tempriture, K changing his mind about his plans again, me getting upset, first of all I said no I didnt want to go to the fish shop, not really cos I didnt want to go, cos I did want to go.. in fact I would love to have gone, but I hadnt had a shower and I couldnt have one cos andrew would have destructed the house more than he has already and I hate it, no point having kyle come over when I am not ready to go cos he would be pissed off and anyways I had like the highest tempriture and just felt like I did when I came home from work early and slept for like 10 hours. So yeah and I call him a bit later (after i thoght he wouldve finished having his hair cut, that he didnt do but i dont care cos wen he wants to do that its his choice) So yeah and he was picking up tess from the bus stop... I didnt know he was doing that, so in fact no he is not seeing me tongiht it was pretty ovious. Then he sends me a msg saying (and i quote): "msg me if u want me to come round tonite and il come round but i might be back late from tesses love ya" to whitch I reply: "L8er u wil say 2 tird & 2 late & u hav wrk in mornin. Just as well I didnt decide 2 stay at ur place 2nite then isnt it? ill talk to u next week sumtime." (cos he asked me if i wanted to stay there earlier, and to let him know) BUT WHY THE FUCK LET HIM KNOW I WANT HIM TO COME ROUND WHEN HE DOESNT EVEN FUCKING COME ANYWAYS??????? so he says he was 2tird and it was late and he has stoopid work in the morning, still deciding if he sent that cos it was the truth or weather it was to spite the msg I had sent previously. Anyways friday night I was going to see him after gettingmy hair done so I got Kell to do my hair early so that I could see him after his homework, since he toldme he wasnt going out that night. And then 5 mins beforei rinsemy hair and leave he calls and says 'im going to stirling... and sera will be there" okay so ditch me to spend time with her, acctually thats fine, I dont care and ur childhood crush who he keeps reminding me that "one day when he is single and she is single they will be together" I dont want to hear that cos it  shatters my heart. And then I say okay well why dont u and Mundy come here after and Mundy can crash in becs bed cos she isnt here anyways. Okay so its a plan and then he cancels that too. Okay so then saturday I take Andrew to the quacks and he has a virus and is really sick and covered in a rash the poor honey. I take him to the doctor and then go to kyles cos he wanted a new keyboard at ttp and so I go straight there and be as quick as I can so we have time and when I get there ' oh i cant be bothered' poor Andrew, somtimes I think im such a bad mum. But why didnt he msg and say somthing along the lines of 'oh I dont feel like going now' so i would know... *deep breath* and then Brices birthday... I dont care if u have somthing planned but damn it why didnt he just tell me, so I guess I am going to look for a date to take to my cousins wedding.. cos K will be in melbourne... and he didnt even tell me anything about it. I DONT CARE WHATEVER TIMES A MILLION BILLION GAZILLION

Okay so the truth is tonght when he didnt come over I cried,and cried and cried (and I have the camel underone arm as I am writing this), cos it doesnt matter how much I try not to not get excited or have stupid butterflies in my stomach in anticipation to seeing him it still happens and then when he changes his mind I get soo  dissapointed. so im still unwell but dad called me and now im well and truly got a headache and im awake so this is my entry.

Love is crazy, and crazy I like, its the disspointments I dont think I can handle much more of... It makesme so sad...(mind you I dont think i'd be so jelous or possesive if our plans wernt pushed aside and forgotten about so often. Its hard to be normal when someone doesnt keep thier word and creates dissapointments, its crazy, but so is Love.

xoxo

i thought about bloging today but i didnt actualy do it cause im a silly inga.

im a female ardvark from south east norther africa, and after serval years in Narm i found the other female arvardks so infact i am a lesbian platapus&nbs p;who eats banannas while staring in a gwen stifani video. but after talking to my friend alvin the chipmonk i found that indeed i do need labotimy to sooth my to jam as it has become quite infested, this is not so much of a burdon as its a neat party trick and good for uncloging toilets. After battling pink eye for about 3months i deviced to it was a wonderful day in apple forset if by forset you mean orchard then yes to see the doctor and the told me to ring the wishywashy sauce help line it had been raining the day so the rain was still wet on all the apples on the tree after calling the help line yoda call and told me to use the force luke he is such a lil cuite!!

so in conlusion i belive that the number of declining pirates with sowrds is have a determinal effect on the ozone layer and therefore cause a dramatic climate shift towards dying a horrable horrable death by killer gillars that have insalny large beaks.

if u have any questions about this story please feel free to direct them to that brick wall over there.

your sincerly - Albert Frankenstine Bush

Im sitting here doing my last assignment (cant u tell ??) lol No really its almost finished, but no matter what I do the first this is I always wake up and this mornign I relised there was no Kyle...

aww I know and I wanted to cuddle and be in his arms, and jump him. Anyways I miss him, its terrible. So I must devise a plan to ditract myself from him. he is so awsome, and I am never ever ever ever going to let us be apart. he is so unbeliveaby awsome. I cant belive how amazing he really is, i dont think there is a minute that goes by that i dont think about him. Im crazy about him.  I need a Kyle fix...

oh and the guy accross the road who lives in my cousins house had his car stolen at luch time yesterday but its okay cos i saw him drive it home today (Oma told me it was stolen) anyways he has it back ny the look of it. And is fixing it with some guy who turned up with a tool box.

better go school awaits! xoxox

What makesm e miss him so much? I really dont like it when i wake up and he isnt beside me... I dont know how ill go when im away but I spose it'll be a different environment so umm yeah...  not in my own bed.. god a tent... how bloody unconfortable. Oh wellI still love camping and a week worth of no andrew will be a nice break. might even get a bit of kyacking in too! Havnt been in one for so long, will be great.

Im such a shit gf to have. I swear to god... All cos I have Andrew - and its not his fault, i mean it wasnt up to him to be born... I was so stupid, but then I think about how much I love him and how Im never going to leave him. I need to start being more of a mum and worrying less about everything else. I guess that means seeing Kyle a lot less cos I cant take Andrew over there.. I hate that, cos i care for them both.

I also hate that kyle and I will probly date for a hundred years and he will never ever be able to tell his parents cos of 'Andrew' well do u know what?? I dont give a fuck, Whatever. I dont care, Its me AND Andrew or nothing. okay going off on a tangent now... *deep breath* I think that these things are always in the back of my mind, and inadvertantly reasons for previously failing relationships.. and if this one suffers the same adure then I guess I am meant to be, just me, alone... but we are all alone in the end anyways, we have our own thoughts in our mind that no-one else knows. individual and alone. But when that time comes (the end) I want to have someone there to share those inner most thoughts with... someone to wake up beside and someone to hold me close and tell me that everything is going to be okay xoxo

I think its safe to say I am in love.

I AM in LOVE.

Its awsome, amazing, lil scary, but definatly perfect.

Perfect Love.

Perfect.

Perfect Kyle.

xoxoxoxoxoxo

I hate those freakin things!! Ants bite.. seriously, Dad went to pick some lemons off oma's lemon tree and got covered in these 'army' ants, (i call them that cos there is hundreds of them and they all want to jump on u and bite you!!) well not you, dad i mean. There is like a million of them and only one of you! I really really hate ants!! Like ant-phobia kind of hate them.

I hope K gets his computer part soon, cos I know how relieved he will be, and how much more relaxed he will be, and i think he needs to have more sex (good ploy huh?) to relax of course....why else duh?! I left my phone charger @ k's and i think ive convinced myself that it doesnt matter, cept ill be screaming down the whole of adelaide if it starts raining and i cant call a taxi lol oh well

Ill live. And walk to school can u belive it, i hate it stupid school being so far away and stoopid adelaide buses not going from childcare centre to the school, ggrrr.....I hate that, also I hate my sinuses being so sore I just want to cry all day everyday cos its sooo sore, I cant wait to see the specialist when its fixed, ill be so much happier.

I just want to be in Kyles arms, because its the most wonderful place in the whole universe xoxo

Today I went to buy a coffee table but I got distracted and went into a retro shop, just when I walked in I thought to myself why the ehll would i want all this CRAP in my house?? Most of it was the same shit that my dad threw out in the hard rubbish last time it came around!! Im not paying money to have that crap in my house!! So then I went for a wonder along Magill Rd and stumbled into quite a few antique stores, and I absolutley loved it. Anyways I found a grandfather clock that was soo awsome, (and along the way i was reminising about grandma's holiday house and thought a lot about when we used to go there every summer holidays, they were the best days) So yes the clock was very cool, but since I figure I still have a grandfather and quite a few clocks I would have to live without it for a while.  I did walk into one store and found the most beautiful coffee table and I bought it OMG its like the bestest thing ever (I cant stop looking at it, its exactly what i was looking for, except that i didnt know that til i found it)!! And dad has andrew & schooner, still deciding weather to keep schooner or not) And then there is the most wonderful thing, I dont even know why Im bloggin, Im here with Kyle, yes I stopped cleaning, didnt fall asleep packed my stuff and am going to spend the night with him, I know its only been 2 days apart but it feels like the first night... or at least I have mega (uber even ) butterflies, and I like it. I like it a lot.  xoxo

HOUSE REPORT: One pumpkin , nil soup! (two weeks now)

SPIDER & ROACH REPORT: Roach won, Spider Nil (he\'s dead!)

WOMEN REPORT: Inga is Number 1, Subway chicks Nil!!

Am still nervous about saturday night, but there is nuttin I can do but ignore it like there isnt one, what is this saterday night you speak of I will say... hope I can sleep through it.  I hate it when he leaves.. when he is about to go.. like today when he went I was so not wanting him to leave aww I am so glad i have found someone who holds me and tells me its all going to be alright. When god made Kyle, He made perfection. I think he is beautiful xoxo

WOMEN REPORT: Kyle is going out saturday night.. ill take three polarimine and knock myself out cos its better than driving myself crazy trying to stop myself messaging him.

NEW!! SPIDER & ROACH REPORT: Okay well I caught aspider and a cockroach and they having been sharing premisses in a plastic containerforafew days now, was hopeing for a hybrid, but to no avail i dont think its going tohappen, even put my colorful lava lamp on top to make a disco effect, the raoch was up for it, but the spider wasnt the least bit interested.. maybe he doesnt dance much due to an ols spoting injury or somthing.?? and neither have eaten eachother.

PLANS FOR NEXT YEAR REPORT: Enrolled in Cert 3 in Multimedia... well it will be fun and i have an excuse for playing on the comp all the time!

HOUSE REPORT: PIG STY

PIG REPORT: Is staying with bf for the night, will commence cleaning.

There is only one Kyle,

 and I am glad.... cos together we make a couple,

 but if there were two

 it would make a few....

and three is too many...

so one Kyle is the perfect amount of Kyle fore me!

I opened the cupboard and the stupid thing that used to have a proper place to live before SHE moved in fell on my poor innocent foot,within 30 seconds the bruise is there, ice didnt help at all... and now i hobble. OUCH!! it was a heavy silver make up case.. very hevy and it was quite a shock, but she has gone to stay with dick face tongiht so again i will do everything on my own... maybe i'd prefere that than have her sitting here watching me. Mundy and I decided that I need a Portable Blogging Device (might look into that this week i reckon) AKA P.B.D then I could add a U.B.D so i never get lost....

FOOD REPORT: I cooked pretty much everything this week -again!and I refuse to buy more food till everything here has been eaten, cos im not buying food for it to go off!!

WOMEN REPORT: Well Met Lauren, and I felt exteamly uncomfortable (she is tall!), I think just because she wasnt very social towards me (and she looked me up and down when we met)..However I was polite and restrained even though it killed me inside and I disliked it very much. Which is why I like Sera better, cos she is social and you can have a conversation with her and she doesnt drape herself all over my bf!! NO MY KYLE!!!!!!!!!!

One month, it didnt take long at all. He is the most fantastic man I have ever met, I dont think thats likly to ever change, he is perfect in my eyes. I know he must get irritated at me for stuff... like wanting to fall asleep in his arms and wanting to wake up beside him all the time... All I want to do is rip all of his clothes off and well you know ;)

I spose I had better get back to doing everything I have to do for school/life/housework and let him have sometime to do his things too. Weird this last week or two Ive been incredibly clingy and I dont know why,  probly cos he is my wonderful, the part  of my life that makes me happier than anything, he is my world xoxoxox

I played pool, we kicked arse, my baby and me go team we won!!

although team inge and chopp-----ing rocks too, we set fire to things.... go team chop------ing!

we are hittin town like a hammer to a nail... hitting

all blogged out blog ya later xoxoxox

Well, this morning there was no K was leaving with out well... anyways....

He looks unbelievable in his soccer top... yum! We are having pancakes for breakfast, andrew is being a shit, gawd...and the reast of the house dont even ask! It is my 2nd last nite at work tongiht im so scared but looking at some courses to study next year i still dunno what i want to do really (except Kyle)

better go tidy and pack all my gear for K's house will have to pick it up friday i think, omg i said to beck are you going to be home or do i have to take the dog to K's and she goes oh you better take itso I have the freedom to do what i want what a fucking idiot, and she wanted a dog!

xoxoxox