I am so freaking sore, my head is going to explode I thought at first just a headache but nows its a migrane and i want to vomit, its gross, wish it would fuck off. Ouch ouch ouch ouch please excuse my unappropriate langauage. Bloody hell and I still have to pick up Dru and drive to dads, I am so sore...I cant sleep or anything its awful. 

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God I was reading this and the comments were hilarious, nerds are great,
thats all Love Inga xoxo
P.S. I now unerstand the nerd convo at the poker night a bit better, I was nieve not to be a star wars fan!!!!
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I sit, I sigh,
I laugh, I cry,
I wait, I wonder,
as the days drift by...

Well that came out of nowhere!! How weird, OMG my dad gave me a watch for christmas and its a whole new novelty all over again!! I have a portable time device on m wrist, like I can just look at it anytime of the day (or night) and there it is the precise time... and I can use the second hand for timing stuff.. so much fun!!
Meanwhile I shall cound the hours as MY boyfriend spends his new years eve getting totally wastd beyond control with Lauren at her shack, oh la di da... so I guess I will either spend the night getting trashed at kellys house. I have been trying ultra hard to not be jealous, didnt even ask if any girls tried to chat him up over christmas, even though i desperatly wanted too...  

Why even say somthing so fucking dumb to me as 'I dont know what Im doing for new years eve as long as its with you'

T.G.F.S.W

THANK GOD FOR STAR WARS, well what to you do to keep your mind off stuff, cling to a new hobby, and it looks as though its star wars (well star wars is pretty awsome though) i loved it, General Grievous + Obe-Wan Kenobi are my two favourites... definatly my fav thing right now. And hey it keeps my mind busy too. Instead of being Jealous, and yeah I kind of even do want to play star wars monopoly (just on the quiet).
Thats all.... May the force be with you...

Love Inga xoxo

Well i was all ecited at the propesct of mowing the lawn this morning, but it started raining, damn it... lol. have to clean the house cos my cousin is coming from aydney and he already thinks im a grot im sure of it.

Speaking of my cus, He is getting married on the 7th, and I still have no idea what the hell I am going to wear to it yet. I said to Kyle that he should go to melbourne with his friends, cos I dont want to drag him to somewhere he doesnt really wanna be. And i dont want him to not hang out with his mates cos of me, im going to miss him like mad, already do just thinking about it. And I know if my best mates were having a party I would wanna go. Dont know if I will go to melbourne yet, depends onhow much it will cost ect, and if i really want to spend that much money. I would drive but I dont exactly trust my car to go all the way there and back without running out of puff, poor lil engine (if I go might catch the bus).
I miss melbourne a whole lot sometimes, i dont know what it is exactly but its 'home' u know I guess just cos its more familiar. But when I'm in Kyles arms or with him I never think about melbourne. I doubt I'll move back there. I mean especially if I am going to buy a house ina  few years cos realestate is way cheaper here. I know that all my firends I grew up with are there and I have lots of friends here too but not very close to many of them. I only need Kyle, the person I can tell everything too.. to be the closest to me, I love him.

Silly Mushy Me,
Love Inga xoxox

Well its 9 well almost anyhow last nite i got in bed and got a message from alex of Kyle being a goose,  and I stupidtly asked who else was over there, I shouldnt ask, cos then he said all these silly immature girls that they know were there, but i knew he was kidding cos i didnt think that all of those hung out with eachother lol So I asked Alex and he addmitted it t'was not true but then said it was Kyles idea, why did he say that, it was silly cos he doesnt want me to get jelous.... so why say somthing like that??? I dont message him and say oh michael and brad and the guy accross the road are at my house, do I?? Meh.
He is coming over tonight... he is incredibly hot.and i am kind of sitting here naked, so I had better go and get dressed and ready to take andrew to childcare. *yawn* still sleepy

weet-bix and apricots for breakfast yummo-well yummo for andrew i think ill have a coffee have to deal with dad today -sigh.

picking out a lawnmower, yay how thrilling how exciting, not. its not an exciting christmas present at all, its sothing i need not something I want, how crap maybe ill buy myself something like a home gym, i would like that, would be cool. I had an idea about building a decking out of those wooden pallets that bricks come on, if they are sturdy enough i dont see why they wouldnt be, will ask dad about it after.

Love Inga

well at night I cant bloogin sleep its so annoying! my ear and throat hurt so much it sucks. Tried to wake him up for sex again , god ill never learn.. he has ruined me even for myself - but I wouldnt want it any other way. Tuesday night we are going to go off... roast and sex what more could u want!! better call up the specialist soon i reckon. god K is sexy.

all I know today is my head hurts like hell and I didnt even say good bye to my handsome properly and i cant wait to get better. And now I dont know how to work lime wire, what a dumb progam how is it better if its not easy to use gggrrr anyways im going to get dressed and andrew dressed and come back and try use it again.

ill figure it out, love inga xoxox

I amso dumb, I ruined one of the most perfect things in my life, all because I have been weird latly, I dont even know why I feel like this but I just get angry and/or upset at the smallest of things, even things that dont matter. I dont know why. Anyways after being on the phone with kyle I just sat currled up on the kitchen floor just crying. Then I swallowed my pride (well how much pride can i have on the kitchen floor really??) and called dad, and he asked if i wanted him and gery to pick up andrew or I or both and I said no. Then he said call up an dmake an appointment for tuesday at doctor to make an appointment and to get a referral for a phsycologist, im sooo scared. never been so scared in my life.

anyways guess its for the best, I just swear to god I dont wanna lose K, I would do anything in the world to make sure I get back to the normal Inga not the nutso inga, cos I hate it and it just happens.

I love him

well its more my shoulder really, witch is cool. Okay its not cool i dont know what hell i wrote its cool for, im not even concentraiting- der! Just trying to find this website i saw in amagazine i wanted tocheck it out but i cant find it inthe mag so it doesnt matter. I found it but its crap.. i hate that.

You know not too long until k finishes work... i wonder if he will remember to come see me.. lol i reckon he will.. i miss him when he's not around.. and i know i spend lot of time cleaning when he is here, but even if he is the same room its enough, just to know he is here..aww I'm hopelessly in love with him. better get back to cleaning havnt done any this morning cos of my stupid hurting arm

damn it why the hell did i answer my phone now i have to take my oma shopping... ggrrrr....

talk later love Inga xoxox

(I think I may have whacked K inthe face while I was asleep when I had this dream lol oops) looked it up and i found....

To dream that your mate, spouse, or significant other is cheating on you, indicates your fears of being abandoned. You may feel a lack of attention in the relationship. Alternatively, you may feel that you are not measuring up to the expectations of others. This notion may stem from issues of trust or self-esteem. The dream could also indicate that you are unconsciously picking up hints and cues that your significant other is not being completely truth or is not fully committed in the relationship

Anyways, I feel a bit better for reading that- it could just be me and that sometimes i dont think im perfect enought for him cos he is my superman...*sigh & drool*

Love Inga xoxo

Well, another day, and another attemp at fixing my car!! HALLALUAH !! I think this time it is definatly fixed!! I am so excited. I am exsausted for no real good reason- I havn even had sex today, I hope K comes over, cosI wanna kiss him for like an hour.. I would just love that. OMG he put his washing in the washing basket I was so excited!! And i used my brand new bagless (YES FOLKS I SAID BAGLESS) vacuum cleaner today and its all clean in my lounge yay, tomorrow i aim to clean out one kitchen junk cupboard and keep fish stuffs in there, and also my room and andrews. I really want to go ice skating soon, so maybe next week hopefully. Cant belive tomorrow is friday, alreadya nd not to long until christmas. Stupid MSN messenger said I cant use it unless I install the new one.. and stupid snail pace dial-up is talking forever.

I had a dream last night or the night before cant member what night that Kyle was kissing this other girl and I saw him doing it, but it wasnt like a 3-some it was like I saw hima nd I wasnt meant too mgiht look it up on the net what it means.. make me feel better- will write it in next blog.

DOG REPORT: bites ankles and it pissesme off, but got busted being nice to him and playing the other day- cos he is acctually pretty cute.

PIG REPORT: Says is moving out 14th of jan

T.V REPORT: Lovin smallville and Futurama - really getting into this whole tv watching thing!

Love Inga xox

I swear to god it hatesme, what is it with stuff, bad enough my car hates me! Now the computer... well at least there is always sims- thank god for that, just bought the sims livin large expansion pack yay cant wait to play it. Also cooked roast beef today and it was killa, and the gravy was comparable to the best gravy Kyle has ever had... go me go! Oh and on the go me thing I also found the hair pins I was looking for, for about well since I moved to adelaide and relise I lost the other ones I had from melbourne. I bought 2 green and 2 purple ones, and at golden grove I had the worst ever chinese in the food court of the shopping center that I have ever had in my life!!! it was gross!!!

  OMG all those years of throwing small food objects in the air and catching it my mouth has lead me to be able to do it with out puttiing my hands up to catch it and im so great- didnt drop one malteaser on the floor!!

And i wish K hadve come over at 4 in the morning then we couldve snuggled oh well will have to make up for it tongiht love you kyle xoxoxxo

welli tried to put that html in and it looks like ima retard now oh well i wont do that again.

Good nite sweet dreams, luv u all, ha ha no i dont I only love Kyle..

nitey nite nite xoxox

okay unlike the lyrics of Bjork, its not quiet the dog was barking and drove me bonkers so i put him outside, my ear ache is returning too and it friggen hurts.. ggrrr... oh well... guess ill be off to the doctors tomorrow or tuesday if i can get nick to come ill also see if he can help mewith the thing i want to build in my back yard.. that will be so cool. might purchase a shovel soon... well in the next few days.

Tongiht I said to kyle that its cool if he wants to stay at his place instead of going out of his way to come here, and it was okay, well i figure i love and i trust him and I know he loves me more than I thought, something he said the other day made me go 'wwhhhooaaa' but i cant member what it was now , oh well he loves me and that is all that matters. Anyhows I know its dumb and stupid but i think what if he is asleep and some chick crawls into bed with him and he desnt relise and you know does stuff in his sleep and doesnt remember... ggrrr, double grrr even. I dont know why i think these things, i just do. Anyhow.. I am home by myself and I hate it and I wish he was here cos i miss him and its terrable. I was bit teary when he said he wasnt coming round tonight after all, so i turned off my phone and tried not to think about it... god damn broken bottle opener.

GIRL REPORT: I hate other girls

PIG REPORT: Still @ her Dads till wednesday Ithink

DAD REPORT: getting along not too badly (he was tipsy and called to tell me i was wonderful tongiht and how much he liked K, oh and I have to remember to tell him that dad what dad said about the car, ohh K will be pleased!!)

K-Fries REPORT: well I think mundy tried to renmae K, purpose fries, i think fries might stick, dont quite know what it was all about though!! Anywho I have to just Love him and Trust him, (and somehow block out all the man eating eagle-eyed drunken women that all want a peice of my perfect man) Gawd I love him!!! 

E.N.T REPORT: (ear nose throat) Sinuses are stupid, throat kills, and ear starting to hurt again.

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I bought a spiderman keyring today that you pull the string and hold in the button then he climbs back up, its cute but the novelty wore off when I got hungary- t'was replaced by a meat pie. In toys are us earlier  (finally got andrew all his chrissie presents- thank god) we saw ninja turtles toys, and I had to stop, and pose some questions.. what ever happened to krang and why is April in a midriff top? and what the hell are the ninja turtles doing with scuba dive gear?? are they rescueing someone who needs it?? they live in a sewer and are TURTLES, tutles can already swim underwater!!!!

Saw an ad on TV for pizza and at the time Alex was going through his wallet cleaning it out, thougth he was going to ask the lady at the pizza shop wht extras he can have onhis pizza for the recipts, but i guess none cos we arnt having pizza.

Had a sit down and chat with K tonight, an I was going to do something that he wasnt particuarly fond of (would prefere not to disclose what) but he wasa extrealy quiet all night and I got to thinking its nt a big deal and I would rather have the love and respect from someone I love dearly than ruin it. I jut want it to sty perfect forever, and now its one a.m. and i cant sleep .. no chemists or shops are open damn it...

SICK REPORT: still sick

PIG REPORT: still living at my house and omg u should have seen this weeks progression of shit in her room I couldnt believe it, the mess grew legs and sprouted and multiplyed all over her tangled computer cords that are conected by a few power boards. And in the rubbish are piles of shit all over the plce i fuckin hate it.

DOG REPORT: he is sooo cute now he can sit, and bark on command we love him.

God damn im so unwell and i feel crap- so everyone should have sympathy for me and fold my washig and domy dishes cos i don feel like it lol

in my dreams!!! (watched two episodes of scrubs today on telly)

Anyways im off.. and when im better i shall start the quest for the perfect girl for a threesome...i think she should have dark skin... like italian or half indian... black hair... brown eyes.... hmmm.... anyways back to have a showert now... will think about it more when im better!

Love Inga xoxox P.S. I Love Kyle cos he rocks (and or rolls)