I cant belive its already monday, this last week has flown so fast! I really have to master photoshop this week. Had a great time this weekend with Kyle, Went to watch him play soccer it was great, and relaxing I just got to sit and watch and not worry about anything else in the world, it was great, (except I needed to pee, lol, next time I wont drink so much water). I think andrew enjoyed it too, he got to have a play on the soccer field with his ball and he loved it!
Met Kyles parents, it was a little bit daunting and I was a bit nervous but I think it went okay, still yet to hear what the parents think. (His sister was there witch was cool cos I have met her once before so that wasnt quite so scary, she is nice).
Had chinese for dinner havnt had that for so long, was great!

 "The gem cannot be polished without friction, nor man perfected
   without trials."

Yesterday went to the market and bought a heap of crustoli's (wog buiscuts) ha ha ha the diet is off to a great start!
Am slowley getting through the book Im reading I really like it, its a great read! - Tis a memoir by Frank Mc cort (I think) ..
Chinese Proverbs are great, god I loved the fortune cookies, was so fun!
Inga xoxo

GARDEN REPORT: The lettuces are going well and the sno-peas and beans or peas or whatever I planted are going well!!! Already starting to sprout!

Tonight sucks, I really wanna go see Kyle, but Andrew is asleep and I dont wanna wake him up. I wish Kyle would come over here and help me pack my stuff up to go there and drive me cos well I just wish he had've said on the phone 'would you like me to come and get you' but he never thinks of that stuff. And I dont wanna ask him cos I know he wants to drink and stay there.
Why did I have a child, what a fucking stupid Idea, and now I have him what makes me think I can have a normal bf or a life, I think I am destined to be alone or hurt,. I mean look at my Grandad he has been married for like 60 years and now he is all alone in the nursing home, I mean sure grandma goes down to visit him everyday but mostly he is alone, I dont wanna spend my whole life feeling like that. I just want someone who will love me like I love them...

Oh and I am getting built in wardrobes on friday-YAY cant wait for that!

Nothing happened today at school except I successfully wasted half an hour buying a milo bar at the canteen...
Have to get to my dads web page already, how sucky, lol
Oh and apparently he walked into a tree branch and scratched his eyeball, ended up in hospital for it. poor dad!!!

Was so busy today! got started on making my garden a little more, well gardenish! I have picked up the dog, he looks great with his fur clipped short! and he is so damn cute, I dont think I can get rid of him... !!
Drinking black coffee, cos andrew drank all the milk then passed out on the couch, MILKAHOLIC!!!!
Miss K 2 much

thats all

Silly Mundy, says they wont go over cos of me.. ha ha as if I am ever there anyways thats hilarious! If they are all talking about me so much, they must love me... they just cant keep their minds off me, and who could blame them... I think about me all the time too...

tomorrow will be 5 months...will probly get up and sinus rinse, he he how attractive snot everywhere!
As for my bf ,I spose he just wants me to be everything he didnt want me to be, but doesnt relise it. He didnt want me to keep my opinions to myself and just put up with things, but the second I stick up for myself or want to talk about it, its all too hard for him...
Just still not over friday night, I was so hurt, you'd think crying for 6 hours straight would get you over something , and maybe it did, maybe I am just exhausted of changing who I am every single second of the day to try and please him, not even allowed to stick up for myself... lock me in the dungen and throw away the key... but make sure you put duct tape over my mouth, and I shall go back to cooking cleaning and minding my buisness....
My sinuses arn't helping at all they just freaking hurt, I have a little while beofe my appointment yet thats not til 3, so think ill try and get my house clean.
I spose on the up side I'm not jelous much anymore, I just want him to stick up for me, instead of getting shitty at me for being annoyed about being given shit - and to think I should put up with shit from a chick who only gives me shit - oh cos she wanted to get with my bf... I was never ever ever rude to her, not once. I dont deserve that, makes me wonder if it would be easier to just let her have him... since he defends her, or thats how it seems anyways,whya re they allowed to give me shit and I am not even allowed to say 'oh look I dont know what your problem is but I think you ought to grow up' not even allowed too stick up for myself its so unfair... I feel like im just being pushed around, and more so told what to do. Im not jelous, I just hate the way that lillie treated me, giving me shit in the taxi in front of him and then he just sits there... just did nothing...
NOTHING
NOTHING AT ALL!
FUCKING HELL!

STUPID SINUSES HURT TOO!
AND IM TIRED!
REALLY TIRED!
and I tried to call my dad , yes on all three of his mobile phones and home phone and gf's phone and nothing! ggrr
Ra, Inga xo

After collage had finished Claudious and I set about Ruining Keri's campaign for student council president, Poor Jason F was out pick, we found a pic, add a VOTE #1 sign and plastered it all around the collage!!!

Sometimes I find myself comparing my relationship to ones I have previously been in, I dont know if K ever does that. But its stupid anyways. Oh well, its completly different and sometimes it gets a bit of getting used too, but then I think would I ever go back to what I had before and I think not for  a million dollars. K is wonderful.. and I am sure I take a bit of getting used to as well, I also need to clean my house, then I wont be so grumpy. Anyways gtg.
love Inga xoxo

Well firday night K humiliated me completly by breaking up with me in the middle of a night club- at least on new years I waited until we got home to tell him I didnt think it would work.. oh well we both agreed not to argue in pulic, but to just let the other know and alk when we get home. (there is somethings I dont want the whole world to know). ANyways I felt like taking myself to the hospital about my sinuses but then didnt have an appointment on err wednesday with tthe specialist, oh K and I got back together when I went over there saturday morning cos I cant just throw it away now, and anyways we're probly both grumpy from not having much sex lately! Poor K was really crook all weekend, I hope he is feeling better. I worry about him!

Cant wait to have my backyard done will be so cool!!!!!! weekend after easter it gets duggup yay yay yay!!!!!!
Love Inga